Celestial Dawn
rain falls within
the arcade of meijijingu
time wavers slightly
then dissolves
typhoons of stillness flower
presence expands
eyes become
a light smile
curls
vast glimpses of potential
for elegance
and elucidation
this mandala of silk + thorns
the very threads
of this tapestry
dancing
masquerading
along the myriad pathways
to now
and yet…
here we are
your great lotus
spiralling
around the pillar
of my radiant
emptiness
as lips quiver close
gently breathing
in essence
the pheromones of truth
mere millimeters
…
a kiss away
from the end of time
our taste
of who we are
surge of fire
this leaf
every sun
The Wild Grasses of Dulan
this morning this town
just to the left of time
every place i enter
is playing bossa nova
i take this as a good sign
my breakfast, a burrito
has pineapple within
another good sign, me thinks…
two toothpicks for tortilla holders
pineapple, cucumber, apple slices, and tomato
flavors that beckon heat not yet arrived
the cool before the storm of
still humid heat
this day will bring
dog antics everywhere
attentive, unwavering focus
with each bite, motion, pulse of being
from a white dog that is clearly
an apprentice in the
arts of pineapple burrito consumption
never wavers, his dedication admirable
filling me simultaneously with the need
for space
discipline
care
and yes… the black sand glistens
like a million stars
with each step
of stunning, heat drenched
rubble on shore
nearby within cages
the preference for concrete
on the sun
drenched shore
oppression pervades
where there is only
light + space
the experience of beings contained
in strips
echoes in periphery
dazzling beauty
your heart
the constrictions of others
the need for shelter
heat
steady
heat
concrete ruins above shore
shade navigated
i enter
rubble strewn
rust in bottle cap
the vast beauty framed in random, perfect
decay
my kind of place
a seascape stretches in the purity of blue
green line of mountain defying sun
tropical nowhere
on the few feet of drenched flat stone
in ruins tumbling to sea
i sit
take my royal seat
lamas emerge
all that can’t be said
these ruins on shore
amidst rock and
aspiring
slime of moss
you would be proud
so yogi of me
the view
the rubble (this word again that clearly has the favors of my heart), the invisible stars
my element of longing
the truth be known…
in my yogi diapers still
shitting myself in
continuous distraction
but looking the part, the space
this imitation of father expanse
something is true
i enter space
and come to see much
know little
the heat of sky, heart of sea…
this though:
that i have a great love for what is blue
and that this blue loves me
even when i cease to smile
…
answering, calling light
of pre noon
i step into light of sun
scorch my bones
ecstasy of union in absence
that decodes , translates
into these hours of
late night melancholy
distant shores
only the presence of your heart
matters anymore
beneath my hand
the pulse
between
i am walking home
as hours become years
moments become dreams
i have never known clarity
like i know
that it is time
to come home
to you
…
grasses , grasslands in sultry heat
aloe-ish succulents
this path in sun
among dunes
that disguise themselves
as the mirage of silent wavering
in still winds
openness as distance
light as …
cinematic shifts
genre unknown
the motif: now
only a path, and tone of feeling
a color scheme none can describe
subtle in it’s hints
imminence
each step the lens
this eye cinematographer
the script this heart
we have become a film shot by no crew
here on the northern shore of taitung
the wild grasses of dulan
the intermittent palms
(a long shot)
nothing happens
this is the beauty of the scene
the walls recede
the shot fades
the filmhouse of heart has it’s moment
in opaque light
silence
the lingering of absence that is art
(scene fading in)
every pore in macro clarity
this hovering
warm breath
as my mouth
lips
descend molecularly
towards
tremorous curve
line of breast
each detail of your skin
inhaled essence
that slow outbreath
that only the geometries
of passion
greater than love
can reveal
this impeccability
of the infinite moment
before contact
your nipple extends
in slow motion,
in knowing
towards the descent of liquid essence
this breath that draws in
your essence
in the macro lens of truth
true hunger
from my own essence
our uniquely own merge
know themselves
become no longer
anyone’s own
passion
and then…
an african stringed lute strumming
from distant village
the color red
we are all that is to be given
between transparent veils
of sweat + blessings
the sun consumes
all offerings
people suffer still
and yet…
and yet…
all that is
and is not
is here
beyond cinema of tale
tara’s tears
and simply
a man discovering
his being
in the mirror temple
of you
Epilogue: Dulan
this pirate’s cove
immersed
in
the typhoons of time
rains approach
across grey green waters
i walk
knowingly
towards that will sweep over me
drench me
kill me
this perpetual piano melody
that
all transient phenomena
will pass
even that which we love most
this too
is free
this naked dying
into vajrayogini’s true embrace
the swish
and love shall ever be